Between the moon and a chevy

I went to the O's game with the rents yesterday. I was a great game although the Orioles lost of course. But I was only 10 rows away from first base. There was also this awsome hit where a bat cracked in half and went flying into the field almost hitting a runner. That shocked the hell out of me. My face is so sunburnt though because my stupid ass didn't put on sunscreen. So my nose is as red as rudolfs.

I am 1/2 way there when it comes to packing up for school. I just have to do clothes and i think thats about it. Oh yea...the endless piles of shoes in my closet too. hehe.

Marty was so cute last night!!

I spent all saterday up at jimmy's house repainting and redecorating his garage. Chrstina and I painted all the pink! lol You have to check it out now. It is the place to chill. We even drug my old couches up there, put up some posters and candles, and cooked burgers on the grill. The place looks so different I can't get over it. Of course it still looks like crap, but in relation to the utter nastiness of it before, it is a major improvement!

The whole getting ice cream thing was bad...just bad. James didnt show so it was just me and carlos, and luckily i dragged heather with me. And it was all wierdness because we have nothing in common. Damn it I am so bad at making conversation.

if things go good or bad tonight, i can assure you of a big update in a few hours.

It's blogger's 2yr bday. It's hard to believe its only that yourng with so many users now.
Well I had a horendous day at work. I am exausted! I also spent 1/2 the day running up tp the phone to talk to christina....shes worth it though. So m yarm hurts, my head hurts, i need to shower, and i still haven't heard anything from marty yet today.

I'll be at the sunday O's game!!! --Staring at brady anderson of course ;o)

I feel like a stupid fool today. Why do I make everything harder than it has to be, and I do it all wrong. Grrrr...sometimes I don't know how I make it through the day.

Someone is stalking me lol j/k

I couldn't sleep last night so at 3 am I got in the 'rents jacuzzi and relaxed...it did the trick. So of course i slept in way too much today and wont be able to sleep tonight....ahhh, what a vicious cycle. hehe

Thursday I am going to baskin robins with James and maybe Carlos from work. Wierd how as soon as I start to make friends with people I am leaving and transfering to a new resturant where I have to learn everyone's name again. It's almost worth the long ass drive to stay in the bel air branch. I think Carlos has a thing for me. He is a really nice guy though and I feel sorta bad for him cause he is always working and trying to get his life straight and a whole bunch of shit. I hope things work out for him. I try to make him smile, which makes everything easier at work. He does give the best back rubs right when you are all tense and ready to fall on the floor. But I make sure he knows I have a boyfriend and he even asks me how Marty's doing.
Speaking of Marty, his hair looked super cute tonight, and I loved seeing him. I miss his hugs and kisses so badly right now :o( I want to go over to his house and crawl in bed with him, but I dont think mom and dad would like that all too much.
My house is still empty and lonely. The dogs woke me up this morning twice by jumping on my bed and licking me to death. But hey it got me up. They are so relentless that they would make really good alarm clocks...now I just have to figure out how to program another time in their heads other than 6 am. hehe.

I am craving chocolate covered strawberrys .... mmmm...yumm

I am home from the beach now regrettably. I had such a wonderful time. Christina and I went down to see Joe and Ryan and Jen for the day and spent the night. As soon as we got there, we went to the beach in the cloudy nasty weather and actually got in the water. I must have been 60 degrees. I was frozen, Joe was blue, my bathing suit kept on washing off of me with every wave and ryans new green suit was see-through. Haha. I went shopping of course. And then later that night went frisbee running on the beach. All we did was run though because we couldn't catch them or see the damn frisbee because it was too dark out. Then we walked all down the beach to get back to our place, and walked across the street and all with no shoes on :o( my feet are still sore.
Marty and Jeff didnt get there until much later and then the drinking started haha I have never gotten so trashed off of such little amounts of alcohol b4. By the time I finished my 3rd smirnoff, everyone was blury. I leaned a new card game though - Kings.
So I almost fell asleep driving just about the whole way back home which was hell and how have to get ready to go to work for 10 hrs. Today is never going to end!!

I have the house to myself though, so everything is great!

For a fellow baltimorian's blog check out Chris.
-Thanks Joe for answering the name dilema on christian....lol how silly am i?
Why is it that my mother cannot even transfer my clothes from the washer to the dryer for me when I do it for her all of the time. What is up with that? Oooohhh she pisses me off sometimes.

So I signed up with Bank of America under the impression that I get free checking and bill paying on the internet. So I go to their site tonight and find out it is going to cost me an additional 5.95 a month for that option. The lady told me it was free. Now that pisses me off. I have to go and call them up now and bitch. I really don't feel like being productive today. sigh

Although its ugly....the Archives are finally working!!!!!!!!!!!!! ceck em out on the left table

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Sorry about the lack of updates lately...too tired, or working, or partying hehe
Last night was kick ass!!
We all went down to recher theater for a big show. I missed spinfire unfortunately :o( but got to see brickfoot, LAB, Fidel, and Cactus Patch. Although no one really liked the latter besides me I bought the cd anyway. I thought it was pretty good, but uncomparable to Fidel of course. So I am no longer obsessed with the singer, Dave, but the bass player who was hitting on me later that night. Damn, hes got some muscles in those arms!! I was like Whoa... :o) I was having so much fun dancing last night. And the shirt I was wearing is my fav. so i thought i was looking cute too. Last night I couldnt get that stupid grin off of my face after the guy was being all cute with me....i dont even know his name...i will have to look at the cd.
But my grandad is over now and that means i can no longer ignore the fact that my family does exist.....farewell...and on to see shrek again tonight.

In responce to scott.....I agree. I have to admit...every once in a while those thugs look good, but only because I get in that "want-to-be-thrown-up-against-the-wall-and-kissed" mood. But, hell, nice guys give it up like that too, and i would much rather wait it out and meet a nice guy with a future then some everyday "asshole" with a lowered civic. (yes I am making a large generalization, but isn't it mostly true??)

I am so tierd...my eyes wont stay open.

I am getting sick and tierd of how people treat other people. I admit that I am not always the msot considerate or nicest person in the world, but I try my best to include people and make them feel like they are wanted and a part of something. Well, apparently not everyone thinks this way, and this pisses me off. Some comments are getting out of hand, and it isn't my place to jump in....YET.

Well it looks as if Christina may be coming to live at my house after the new year if everything goes well - or wrong depending on how you look at the situation. My mom thinks she is a sweethart and is willing to help out in any way she can which really surprises me. I just did no think that my 'rents would ever even consider something like this, let alone agree to it. What is running thorugh their heads? I would really like to know. Maybe they just miss me never being around, and wouldn't mind someone else in the house to ummm...er...take my place?

There was an adorable old couple come in tonight for dinner, and I was thinking about them and realizing how happy they were just to sit there and enjoy one anothers company. They had to be at least 75, and barely said a word to eachother, but were smiling the whole time, and very agreeable. I hope I turn out to be like that when I get old. I have this intence fear that I am goign to be a nagging old hag of a person who no one enjoys or likes. Please let that not happen to me!
There was another guy around my age who came in tonight, and surprised me with his tower 'o' french fries. Lol. I couldnt stop laughing. Some poeple just won't hide their boredness at all. I mean, this was just xtreme. Even people walking my said something to me. hehe, i am laughing just thinking about it now.

I know a secret that is something i should have never found out....but the person who didnt tell me didnt take the effort to cover it up. Should i get angry? -- Nah, I will be chill, as long as this certain person doesnt flip when he finds out my secret that isnt really a secret to begin with...just a no tell for good resons. There are very few people who know what I am talking about right now. Just one actually....you know who you are.

bedtime

Interesting Stuff:
So the other day at work, who do I bump into, but my ex-crush of a friend Nate who had the munchies and eating with a co-worker from Best Buys. I am standing there making an ass out of myself, assuming that no one i know is in the restaurant when i look up and see his beautiful face and of course he is waving at me. Damn, why do I make such a fool out of myself? So I go over and say hi and plop myself down next to him to talk. Here is the wierd part: He is sitting in those 6 person booths that fit three on each side, and he is the only one sitting there sorta to the left of the middle. So of course when i went to go sit down there was barely enough room for my fairly large ghetto booty. But he doesn't move over. What does that mean? A simple sign up un-politeness in this rude world, or maybe he didnt want me to sit down, or MAYBE, he wanted me to be close to him. Or perhaps I am over analyzing this whole situation. But I wouldnt if i didnt get one of those wierd vibes from the situation. It was so great seeing him again. I got those old butterflies in my stomach. He didnt ask me for my number though, of course I did mention the fact that I was still dating marty. -- Maybe he wouldnt want to hang out with me? :o / I am sooo confused. Well it is over and done with now. I won't see him again for another year or so like usual. It was funny though because he was bringing up all the funny shit that we used to do together in my 9th grade bio class. But he didnt mention swimming at all. Or art class. Unusual to say the least. When I look back at the situation now I think that at one point he did like me back in that whole immature high school way. But I only noticed it because that one day while he was standing in the lobby for swim practice and I was waiting for Marty to pick me up, and he saw him pull up, and there was a painful look on his face and i got the whole "you have a bf?" line. This all happened soo long ago. Why do I remember the stupidest stuff? And I can't stop but think and wonder what wouldn have happened had I gotten up enough guts to ask him out. That right there will always tear me to shreds. He was the only guy i liked for a substantial amount of time besides marty. And I told jen about it, and I got the "what! you just cant talk to him! - you used to like him! what about marty?!" but i am allowed to talk to guys. Especially when i used to be good friends with them. Wow...did I majorly overanalyze this situation or what!

Pictures of the guys cars. I know your obsessed with your cars guys, and now they are on the net!!! uh oh.

Pictures from the guys of Falltown recording their new album. Check em out!

there is so much to say.....

Joe, i am worried a little about you....are you okay? i hope so.

I went to hammerjacks tonight. It was kinda sucky. I don't really like christina's friend from home all that much and it was WAY to crowded in there tonight. And for some reason I was feeling really self conscience on the dance floor. Grrrrr I need to get over some shit.

Marty is going in the studio tomorrow!!!!! Good luck baby. I know you will do fine though. MWAH

more to come later....for now...i am exausted. Gnight