Between the moon and a chevy

Hey! Greetings from Boulder, Colorado. Well, believe it or not, the reason I haven't been blogging lately is because there was no phone, no tv, no internet, no nothing in the cabin we were staying at. It was really fun though. Christmas morning as we were driving to the slopes at Steamboat, there was a partial eclipse that was really neat to see. Sking was fun but REALLY cold. It was so windy at the top of the mountain. I spent all day waiting at the bottom of the hill for mom and whitney to ski down hehe. I kept on calling them slowpokes all day long. I had the worst time with my boots though. They were cold which made them almost impossible to put on, and they were killing my legs. I had to go through a huge mess in exchanging them but I finally got some that fit for the next day. The ranch was really cool...there were a lot of horses and geese and chickens, and even 2 llamas that had a really interesting story on how they got there. There was a saloon in the middle that would fill up when the sleigh riders came every night. Dad and I went skiing the next day, and fell a milion times all day long. I almost peed my pants when dad fell every 100ft. Hehe I am laughing just thinking about how funny he looked. That night we went to the hot springs with the waterslide...unfortunately the sulfer in the water turned my silver ring from marty all sorts of funny looking colors. I just have to tell Marty about it and hope he doesn't get too upset.
Ooppps, going to the movies...will continue this long, long, story later.

Well the airport was an absolute mess! We woke up all early and packed up the Tahoe, and got Marty to drive us down to the airport. We checked in our luggage and ourselves and then what do you know...the chicago flight was delayed a few hours which means we missed our connecting flight to Colorado. So we had to go all around and find another flight to get us there. Fortunately there was a direct flight we could take, but oh, what a shame, there were only first class tickets available...hehehe...so we got them for the same price. Lucky us. So Marty had to come pick us back up AGAIN, and drive us home, where I took a couple hour nap, and then he had to come pick us up AGAIN, and drive us to the airport AGAIN. I felt so bad for ruining his day like that. He looked so cute...(errr...sorry I am sopposed to start calling him sexy instead of cute) too that day! I miss him so much. I will be home soon enough though. We are at Aunt Susan's house now and getting ready to leave for Steamboat in a few. I am really excited to go skiing and snowshoeing and sleighriding, and all sorts of fun snow stuff.
Have a great Christmas Eve everyone!!! Have fun at church, and sleep tight tonight. Don't forget to dream about sugar plum faries and all that jazz.

My last day here. I am gonna miss my sweethart while I am gone! I am actually going to trust him to behave himself while I am gone despite what happened last year.
Hehe Beatlegeuse is on! Beatlegeuse, Beatlegeuse, Beatlegeuse. Hehehe
I am so sick of the slow ass connection we have at this house. It is taking me forever to download songs on Napster for Ms. Collins. Well, if its for scotty...*sigh*
I have so much to do today and not enought time time to do it in. I have to go and return that dog for mom, pick upsom estocking stuffers for mom from dad, and pack still, and unwrinkle the clothes that someone just threw in a basket instead of folding it up. Grrrrr...I hate rude people. I always fold up others clothes that I take out the dryer and all I expect is that everyone else in this house can show the same respect.
Hmmm...zoo lights tonight?
Oh yeah Joe made a new blogger and the new website ishttp://macaroni&beef.blogspot.com It's all about his crazy life...well, everyone's is crazy, but Joe has a special ability to elaborate on his misfortunes. And combined with the bad parents and girl luck lately it should bean interesting read. But my suggestion to him is that instead of writing about it...do something about it. Love ya Joe.

The first snow of the season is here! I love it! But i have some errands to run, and I just hope I'm not going to be slipping and sliding all over the road. It snowed most of yesterday and most of the night but all we ended up with was about 2 inches. Enough to cancel schools though.
Relationships are hard work. Marty and I got in another fight last night and he hung up on me yet again. I don't know what to do about it. Maybe it's because I am pmsing but it doesn't seem like he wants me around as much any more. It's like I am good for a phone call twice a day and that is it. And what I think on some of the stuff he does doesn't matter. I just don't know how to talk to him without making him mad at me because it seems like thats al I can manage to do anymore. Sometimes he can be the best guy on the face of the earth and be so supportive and always considerate of what I want,and then other times he seems to just shut off completely and forget about me.
We will figure it all out hopefully, and it better be before I leave Saterday morning. It just sucks to know that you are going away for a week across the country and your boyfriend is pissed as hell at you. No good can come of that situation.
I had been waiting for him to call all this morning and last night, and the phone didn't ring once. He just e-mailed me a note full of stuff about how I always seem to be mad at him. I am not alyaws mad at him, but it irritates the hell out of me when I deeply care about something, and it is just shrugged off by the person I care most aboutHe is trying his hardest he says, so I guess I will just have to wait and see what happens.

Friday night wasn't too bad...although is was kinda wierd to be the only person at a rock concert. It was almost like a dream, just you and your friends and a rock band. Of course it wasn't Limp or anything, but Spinfire is a pretty rockin band. I hate dancing to rock music though. As a girl there is only so much headbanging you can do before you look totally foolish. I like music you can groove too, well, then I look totally foolish too, but it is still not the same. You know that you are getting old when you actually like the same easy listening music your mom listens to on her trips to the grocery store.
Saterday was full of christmas parties. Marty's family had one early in the evening, and I finally met his friend Christie...she was beginning to think that I was a figment of Marty's imagination. Then we went over Jon's house. Except for the big drunk guy who kept annoying the piss out of me and sitting on my lap, it was a good party. Thursday night, is Hammerjacks night now. I just wonder if Dad will mind if I go.
Yeah, I am home now. It kinda sucks. I like being able to wake up whenever I want to and stay out till all hours of the night. Now I have to be respectful and actually come home at a decent hour. And it is always nice to wake up to blaring christmas music at 10am....sigh, January 14th is way to far away.

Well, this is our new prez. Goodbye environment. Hello tax refunds.

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Food is wierd. I am sitting here eating "Oreo O's" cereal. First off it doesn't taste like oreos, and second it doesn't even taste like chocolate. I think it's just all chemicals so that it can fit into healthy breakfast thing. It isn't even making my mily turn chocolaty. Sigh, I have been reduced to eating salads like a rabbitt lately. This whole trying to be healthier thing is really hard. I even went and got oranges to snack on instead of the nasty stuff I have been. But then I peeled the first one, realized again why I don't eat oranges...they are too god damn hard to peel. So the rest will just sit in the fridge mocking me about how i give up too easily on healthiness. Well, yesterday I splurged and got a cheesburger and FF at boulder. Uh oh...that's not good. Great now I feel guilty. Grrrr.Oh, yeah, and so much for tuna. I'm ot gonna eat it if it isn't dolphin safe anymore.

Guys are soo silly with sex. Some of them like to bang every girl around, and the cute ones are all nervous about it when they find a girl they like. Hehe. I don't understand guys and I know for sure that they don't understand me. Well, at least Marty is trying. Good luck D with your girl. And remember...I will beat your ass if you don't treat her like the princess she is. lol...yeah i'll just fly right on over hehe.

Tips for guys: Be understanding. A girl never knows exactly what she wants and is entitled to change her mind. Always ask if she is ok. And be romantic!

Tips for girls: Don't expect too much, that way when you get everything you could possibly want you float on clouds for days. Show a guy when you are horny...I have a problem with this because I don' tlike to show it, but i think guys like it when you do. Quickies are ok, don't expect a guy to always bend over backwards to make things romantic; you gotta do a little of it yourself.

Ok, thats all I am going into...no details. Lol. I hate giving out advice becasue I am always afraid I am gonna give out bad advice and then they will hate me :(

FLIPPER FLAP
That most coveted and contentious of labels -- dolphin-safe tuna --
remains before the Ninth U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals in San
Francisco. The Clinton administration wants to relax the labeling
standard to allow for tuna caught by purse-seine nets as long as the
dolphin caught in the nets are set free. Environmentalists are split
over the standards. Greenpeace and the World Wildlife Fund back the
administration, arguing that the new standard would open up the U.S.
market and create greater economic incentives for foreign governments
to make sure tuna fishing doesn't harm dolphins. But the Earth
Island Institute, which brought the suit against the U.S. Department
of Commerce, argues the new standards would lead to more dolphin
deaths and be misleading to consumers.

straight to the source: San Francisco Chronicle, Bob Egelko, 12 Dec 2000

I need to lose my tummy, and I am determined to go work out tomorrow. I want to look good again :(
lol, Lynds and Tas keep on rewinding the movie back to the escalator and the sex part. Hehe, they need to get laid. I know I am horrible, but hey it's the truth.

I just finished watching cruel intentions. That is one of the best movies ever made! It is just a completely sexy movie, that makes you crave love. Oh, where is Marty when I need him. And the amazing thing is that all the things I admire most about this guys seducing character is also the things I love most about in Marty. Marty is everything I need and could ever want. He is my savior, my hope, and my successes. I hope to be with him forever and always. Two years and three months already. I believe with every bit of me that we will be together always and forever.

I don't want anybody else, when I think about you I touch myself Oh oh oh.

hehe I love that song, but I can't get it out of my head.

I am in such a better mood today. Everything is going great. I've got luck going for me, and my test is in 2 hours and counting. I think it won't be too bad. Good news, my dad is offering Jeff a web programming job, if he decides he wants to take it. And Demetri emailed me today. -- Good luck on your game! and with your girl!
I have been sleeping a lot lately, but it is definately needed. I think I am still catching up on sleep from last month.
Uh oh, Kristi is IM img me...whats that all about? Hmmmm....guy problems I am guessing.
Well, everyone wish me luck, and cross your fingers for me... I got my Law test soon.
Peace out

I am in such a pissy ass mood today. I hate studying and doing so much work for school. It's hard because I have never really done any of this studying thing before. Oh well, I'll get through it. I think I am going to the library soon. And my coputer is making a funky ass noise on me right now. It has been breaking down on me last night and today. I hate computers, they are so unreliable sometimes. And Lynds and Taslim are majorly pissing me off. I can't stand them sometimes. They are just stuck up eachothers ass so much that they completely ignore me and it is like I am not even there. That is just plain rude. And I am sick of Taslim's shit always on my desk. She can't clean up anything behind her. AHHHHHH! Sorry I had to vent. I got some work to get done now.

Arrrrg....I hate school sometimes, well at least I just have finals to worry about...yeah ONLY to worry about, like it's a little thing. Well, Marty said something I thought was really funny..."I am going to major in Ballot Counting, because we sure need someone who can get that right!" Hehe just a silly election joke. After a month of preaching the daily mantra, "count every vote,' the Florida court ordered thousands of disputed Florida ballots counted by hand. Can you believe that? I swear, not only are Flordian's old and blind, they have a bad judicial system too. What is next? Oh, I know whats next...my roomate keeps on being a messy slob with no concern for me. I come home tonight and my curling iron is ON on my desk...thats not a fire hazard or anything. And then her shit is all over the place...Ahhhhhhh! The piles just keep on getting bigger and bigger!

I got to se my parents tonight and my litle sister, which was nice because I haven't talken to them in a while. My sister got one of those robotic dogs...what a waste of money. My dad has about 1,000 decoys in the garage he spent all weekend putting together, and flaming the strings so they don't shred, and stencling "S.C." into everyone of them...not for steve coppage but for steve cook. I hope Mr. Steve thanks him big time for this. Mom is not going to see him at all. I am going to Towson Town Center with my mom tomorrow morning to go Christmas shopping...yeah I get to spend time with her!

Hammerjacks was awsome last night. I was 24 for the night..hehe. I don't use my ID to drink though, just to get into places for cheaper. I really don't like drinking all that much, it is highly overrated, especially the morning after. And I found out that everyone is rollin New Years at Jon's house. They apparently got a lot of pills for everyone, but Marty better not touch any of that or his ass is getting kicked! I am always nervous about not being with him at parties, because he is easily influenced into doing things it seems like sometimes. I know deep down that he would never do E, but I still worry.

Ok, get this...my writing teacher Ms. Callaghan totally loved my paper on private school vouchers. She told me the reason why she gave me the suggestions that she did was because she totally agreed with me and wanted the paper to be like 20 pages. How is that for a compliment. Hmmm now what to do with the paper. If it is really that good, I should be ambitious and try and publish it in a literary newsletter or something, or maybe just send it to the governor. I have his addy somewhere lol. But of course all things can't go that good. My success paper turned out to be not a huge success hehe. I need to re-write it before 5 tomorrow and e-mail it to her...sigh, more work to do. Well, I have mad writings to do, and some painting going on, and some bullshiting going on, but all in all I think it will be a productive night, as long as we don't have a chat session in my room again at 2am.
Oh, and Marty, you are the sweetest person in the world for trying to help me on writing, and I am really sorry I gave you an attitude.

Aww...D IMed me today. I haven't talked to him in forever. He did ok in his baseball championship and is stil first place in greece....crossing my fingers for you.
Last night Jen called up Joe...and I know that you are reading this...I hope you have enough strength to withstand her and her manipulative tactics she employs on you all of the time.
Lol. I got a new icon for AIM, hehe this website with all of them was cracking me up. I am just afraid I'l pick something really innapropriate and my dad will im me or something. So now I have the playboy bunny...hehe.
I finally finished my writing paper on violence, except it ended up being on success. I had the worst writer's block and couldn't think of anything for the longest time. But now it's done. I hope Ms. Callaghan likes it, I have a meeting with her tonight at 7. I never finished or even started law hw though, so I am gonna go and do that now. Peace out

cool ass stuff by jorge rueda...check him out...i must warn you its a little freakyJorge Rueda: Nonsense PICNIC
"I repeat emphatically, youth is not a state of mind, nor is it an attitude towards life. Rather nothing hurts you, you get a hard-on just thinking about it, andthe main thing is that you believe that it is always someone else the one who dies
because for those who don't know it, old age starts more or less when you reach your fifties, and the end of the world happens exactly the day on which you finally stop being a consumer
after "that" nobody has never ever been able to show either with or without faith, that the demanding promises of the deities have a body which since the beginning of time has been invented by our fear
the stark facts only prove, that on being dead, we are really stone dead. And as we cannot bear that threat, all our lives dominated by doubt, any imaginary story will do, providing it promises by way of some form of rebirth, that we will not die completely by becoming one with a god"

I wanna have a nice tummy get fit! But that means I have to exercise more...sigh.

I went to the chapel for and hour and a half tonight for a speaker, Father S...i forget his name, but he is from the school of americas in El Salvedor. He had a thick accent which made him hard to understand, but I thought he was a very effective speaker. He spoke on poverty, faith, and justice, as well as compassion. Some of the things he said really made me think: Sucess is finding light in the darkness; homeless are the crucified; all men are not created equal; we are a family; we are the children of God; war comes from breaking the 7th comandment (thou shall not steal), which leads to breaking the 5th (thou shall not kill) which leads to the 8th (thou shall not lie)...think about it.

Off to a floor mandatory floor meeting YEAH

arrrg... I have way too much stuff to do :( I hate school sometimes.

Last night was Marty's work's christmas party. It wasn't bad at all. The food could have been better, and it would have helped if we had one one of the door prizes, but hey it was enjoyable. I had way too many mixed drinks...I am now sick of rum runners. Marty came over and stayed here for the night, but neither of us got any sleep. The girls were up until 6am and noisy the whole time. Then Lynds kept on coming in asd out of the room waking me up every time. I guess I got about two maybe three hours of sleep total. This afternoon, we went down to the shopping center in the Harbor and wondered around but didn't find anything except for a few gift ideas for Marty. We went to Marty's and I slept while he finished up his papers for school. Then I went home for a few and decorated the tree with my ornaments. Mom gave me a lot of good ideas for the floor cloth I have to make tomorrow. I could make a lot of christmas presents with this - and its cheap too. I love christmas time. I need to download some songs and carols on napster to play around the room...put me in the spirit more. Only two more weeks of school!!

Wold Aids Day is today. I hope thateveryone out there is taking serious consideration on AIDS awareness and what they can do to help. Here is the official link to go to for more information about world aids day: Help to keep your friends safe tonight while out partying. Always use a condom.

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hehe I finally figured out some cool things on this site. I think that I am computer illiterate. That doesn't surprise me though. Oh, a cool thing I forgot to add: Father Brown was talking today about how this whole election...Florida...Dimple chad thing is like the event of our generation. Which is kinda cool, but it makes you think about how messed up our government can be at times. Well, at least the event isn't a horrible assasination or a war...thats always a plus. I wonder how long this messed up election thing will last. I know other countries are just laughing at us right now. And nobody cares either. The candidates are equally unlikeable. There is not one distinguishable character trait between the two of them besides the normal paradies. I hope that this doesn't become a trend. And, maybe, possibly, this will lead to the end of the electoral college, which is long overdue for a reform. Oh, another thing that pisses me off is the whole drinking age thing, and not because I am an alcoholic college girl, but because it really does not make any sence at all.