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3 more days till Florida!!!!

Song of the Day: Nelly Furtado, Like A Bird

My body is sooo wierd! Last night my foot started hurting and two hours later the whole thing swelled up and I began looking like bigfoot. It hurt to put any pressure on it so I spent the rest of the night in bed. Mom thinks it might be a spider bite or something, but there is no redness or bitemarks - well I guess spiders don't really have teethmaks they can imprint into your skin. So I took some ibuprophen - amazing stuff - and this morning there is no swelling but it still hurts bad. What should I do? I think I am gonna wait it out and see if anything happens again. Besides all of the bigfoot news, I think I am allergic to something, but don't know what it is yet. Every once in a while, my face will get all red and swell up, and last saterday this happened to my arm. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??
I just finished a computer test, which wasn't as hard as expected...hmmm...that is what I thought last time when I got a C.
Mart cut class yesterday to go to band practice...uh oh, he is turning into me AHHHHH hehe I really need to stop missing so many classes. Maybe that is why my grades are so low...oh wait, no that cant be it because it Spanish that I am failing and I have gone to every single class. Damn, what to do, what to do?
So my Dad has owed me $700 bucks for a long ass time now, at least August, and is just now going to write me a check for it, of course after he tells me it should be going into my school loans. Get this...my nice $30,000 a year college which I am only paying half of is going to cost me $600 a month when I graduate! For 10 years! What kind of crap is that? Hopefully I'll get a good job, and I will pay off as much as I can as soon as I can. I wonder how all of this is going to work out.

So I was sitting in Understanding Literature early in the AM and we were going over poems as usual and we were talking about one that explained how not to give your heart away because it will get hurt when you are young. Then the father went on to talk about how every one of us has been hurt by getting dumped or somehting of that nature, when I realized, that I have never felt that before. I really have to thank Marty for never breaking my heart, and being so kind as to continuously love me through thick and thin. I just wonder if one of the reasons he loves me so much is because I have not broken his heart like all the other girls he has dated have. I wonder how it feels to give your heart and soul to someone and have it torn away. I am not saying that I want to experience this at all, but I guess I should just realize how lucky I really am to luck out on the first time and find the love of my life.

My Bio teacher borrowed my notebook to make some copies of my notes, but of course I had drawn all over the margins with stupid doodles which can be quite embarrassing. I wonder if he will laugh looking at them...probally. I really need to stop doing that before I get myself into trouble when the wrong person looks at some of those characteratures. I am sure that they are so bad as so that no one would recognize themselves, but still. I need to bring a sketch book with me or something.

Hmm I still have another 20 min to waste before I can go pick up my notebook from the professor....what to do....what do do?

Wow, I am proud of myself. I just did 100 sit-ups and planning to do some more.
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I got back Maryland state tax return YEA!!! I got some money, i got some money...do the dance with me...wiggle your butt, move your arms...and yell, I got some money! Lol, I get a little wierd at times. The sad thing is that I actually did that dance. I am really restless right now, but don't feel like doing my homework. What can you do? Okay...time to do some more sit-ups.

Okay..here is the weekend update...Friday night I went to the new comedy club Stitches in fallston with the guys, which isn't the best for me because I seldom laugh out loud, and I am not the biggest fan of comedy. But I was surprised that I had a good time even though I was sitting next to the loudest laugher and attention getter in the whole room, a.k.a. Marty. So that was embarrasing, especially the used vibrator comment and the pickle comment, and then the lengthy stories about jon's parties,and then the trent dilfer references (like i had any idea who that was) and, well just kill me now. So after the embarrasing, but fun night I stayed over the boyfriends house (hehe and I got the bed too). The next morning, saterday, was an early riser and Marty and I went down to the dealership and detailed cars all morning. Impressive huh. Me, cleaning cars...that doesn't sound right for some reason. So I helped out a lot until the runny nose, headache, and tummy ache, took over and my sweetie of a bf convinced me to go lay down. I passed out for like 3 hours in the passenger seat of Marty's car, which I used to think was comfortable - not any more.

Much later on, the girls and Marty and I all went down to Lista's in Fells Point where we celebrated Sarah's 19th b-day...and got some food and sopapillas for dinner. Interesting, but a little wierd considering I was sitting across from no one while Marty was heavily engaged in a conversation with someone else and on his phone. But besides the lonliness, the night turned out well as Marty was the perfect gentleman and just the sweetest I could ever ask for. He was so willing to help out any way he could, and just peachy keen towards me. It was so nice to be able to have a sweet cute dinner with him. And lucky for me it didn't stop there.

To Jon's house we went, and it was already after 11 when we left my dorm. The windy roads were a little scary with all the wettness of the roads, but we got there safe and sound believe it or not and was welcomed by a roar of mocking towards Marty's laugh. Personally I think that it was a little rude how they all did that, but it is not my place to comment on the area. So I jsut sat and chilled..behaving myself and not drinking...for only an hour or so before we headed downstairs to the cold basement where our so-called bed layed. It was freezing in that basement and really creepy after the lights were all turned out. I kept on hearing noises like someone or something was down there. And then to top it off, every time people would walk over one section of the house, the metal something in the ceiling above us sounded like it was going to fall right on my head. So I cuddled up close to Marty, put my head on his chest and tried to sleep, but didn't accomplish it very well. I woke up constantly through the night, and the mattress was all saggy to the point where I could feel the hard basement floor through the mattress and it was killing my back. The morning came to slow and we ended up going to the Madonna house as usual for for roast beef and fries with gravy (the only good thing they have there). The day was long and Marty dropped me back off and he went off to band practice and then to fells with the "band guys".

I on the other hand, had a very interesting and culteral evening as Lyndsey an her mom joined my mom and I for dinner and we went to see RENT! Dinner was so good! We went to 2 north george in b-more. I went all out and got orange ruffy and all sorts of good expensive stuff. The play was unbelievable and just awsome! I recomend it to anyone. It is more for kids my age because of the topics, but the singers were so unbelievable. The voices just flowed out to you and the visual effects were "wow". I really liked the end where they used the film projector on the walls. It is something I would definately like to see again. Okay that just about ends this very long weekends events and I am now off to do some homework and then hopefully off to the gym. Adios..don't worry, I'll be back before you miss me.

Well according to Joe I "need to update the blog!" so for all of you websurfers out there who have nothing better to do than keep up on the daily shit of my life, not that I am complaining (I like the growing sitemeter number) stay tuned forthis afternoon's episode of Andy's busy ass weekend: part 1 opening on computers in your area sometime this afternoon. Till then don't drink the water.

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Its snowing!!! Maybe tomorrows classes will be cancelled. I could use a day off, well, I don't really, but it would be nice. I am having a "feeling out of it" phase today. It seems as if I am just out of place and can't find my nitch in life...maybe I don't really have a nitch. That would explain a lot of things.
So I talked to Marty about the job in Florida thing and it didn't go over too well. Not only did I totally lose perspective of what I was doing, I hurt him. I feel bad for being so unrealistic about the future, but that is the way I am at this point. I just imagine everything turning out so perfect with him, but then I also have to think about what he wants out of life also. Our goals in life are so different, but I trust that we will be able to work through it. Our love for eachother is so strong that there will be few things in life to distract us. Oh. I miss him so much.

I think I am going crazy! I applied for two jobs inthe past two days. The first one was at a dude ranch in Colorado. lol, how fun would that be to go on hikes and be near horses and all that fun "be a cowgirl" stuff. Then today I filled out an application to work at Walt Disney World this summer. You get paid $6 per hour and get free housing transportaion to work, free park admision, fitness center, swimming pool, and other kick ass benifits. So I have an interview to go to at Towson University on the 15th of march. I don't think I will have any problems getting the job. I will just miss everyone back at home, and especially Marty. I hope he wont mind me being gone for such a long period of time. That is what I am dreading most.
Speaking of Marty, I went to go see Gentle Maggie last night at 8x10 and I have to admit that they sounded really good, and I was impressed by them. I hope they dont let Marty down and hold up on their promise to keep him in the band with them. Uh oh, this means I could have a rock star boyfriend! Lol, I love you Marty!

I think I caught up on my lack of sleep but the cycle of madness is soon to start again after tonight no doubt. The water is turned off for a fewhours this afernoon, which means no showers, no water fountain, no sink...I feel like I am living in a third world country. Marty and I were thinking about how lucky we were last night after he recieved an e-mail I sent him about the ratio of one hundred poeple in the world. There were some incredible numbers, such as, if there were only 100 people, 70% would be illiterate, and one one would have a computer. Then it went on to talk about religion and ethnicity and wealth. This area is very affluent and it does not represent the real amounts of people in the world. I want to travel to Asia and Africa and see how life is there. I feel very ignorant of different cultures and protected from the realities of the world. I don't think that equality in this country is working. Children are still being born to privlege, and others born to ruins. But I guess there is no way to fix it. Communism tried, but that obviously failed. I guess equality is just a vision or a dream that we will never see the actuality of. That is a sad and hard fact to realize.

Oh, yeah that spy for Russia is apparently pleading not guilty. Some people astonish me. He could be sentenced to death, and he has six children. Where is the sense in that. Why would you even risk it. And even his picture makes the guy look like a fake. Greed has overcome the world.

Song of the day: "We didn't start the fire"

Guess who I saw at the animae movie tonight...Jenny Tegges...YUCK!!! I can't wait to tell my mom hehe she will laugh her head off rememvering her. She comes in with her rennaissance outfit and a cowboy hat on and bows and kisses some guys hand is just annoying to look at. Why was she at Loyola?
Oh well new topic... Marty forgot to call me but it's okay as long as he doesn't keep forgeting about me. I love him to pieces and miss him to death. I slept all day today and missed the wonderful weather. Tomorrow is going to be a long but good day. After classes I am going to the gym (if I have enough ambition) and then I am taking a self defence class and then going to the 8x10 club to see Marty's new band play. Busy busy day.

You put the happy in my ness

"So you wanna be a rock superstar?..."
Off to see some japanese animae on the other side of campus...sounds a little exciting to me.

Sorry the entries have been lacking lately...too much work, and too little time. I am really dissapointing myself with school and exams, but I will and can do better. Exciting news: Marty is getting in good with his new band Gentle Maggie. Hopefully everything will work out for the best, and soon enough I will be the girlfriend of a local band guy. Lol, I like the sound of that. I really hope things work out for them because Marty has wanted this for such a long time and it will do him a lot of good. Give him some ambition and someting to strive towards. Just hope that he'll still have enough time left for me!

I figured something out...maybe international law would be a good career move. You think? So many jobs out there and I am having the toughest time finding one that I want. My dream would be to just travel around the world drawing and painting new and interesting things. The problem: It doesn't support the lifestyle I want by FAR. I thought up a new series of art projects to work on...the beauty of life and industrialization. I was driving by myself one day and looked up from the highway to see the most beautiful sky and field off in the distance...then I looked around me and saw nothing but the polluting monsters of cars, construction, traffic, congestion, buildings, and the ugliness of the overpass. It would be incredible to draw that and just stare at it. It makes you think about the environment and the effects of industry. Marty always knew that I was a "secret hippie". I also wish that I could turn in drawings demonstrating my reactions to poems and short stories in Literature instead of drab papers. A picture explains so much more and there is more feeling and depth to it. Damn, I need a paintbrush right now...the creative juices are flowing, and I get to expel them to western civilization Yippie!

Hangovers and periods are just so much fun! The two BEST combinations if you ask me. Marty is meeting up with his new band (hopefully) for the first time to see how things go. Exciting isn't it. I hope things work out because he needs this...something to get excited about - some fun.
I went to Country's last night for a party, and I think I drank a little too much. I was so blah that I barely evendanced all night. It was still fun though! The sad part - my watch broke :(

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Emotions are strong when people are drunk....its going to be a long night.

Erinn-nn-nn said the other day while commenting on her home town, "New Jersey breeds hot people" -- and yes you heard me right, she used the word breed -- hmm, is that an example of something only being funny when you are there to hear it?

So George W.'s first action is to start bombing? Is that the sollution to anything? Especially when innocent women and children are hit? That is just wrong. You do NOT show authority by parading around your weapons. That is how we got started in the nuclear arms race. Now the Iraqies are definately gonna be stocking up some amunition and just waiting for us to try another stunt like that again. There is always another way out than violence...we just need a leader who is intelligent enough to think up a plan that doesn't involve innocent causalties. What do all men have up their ass that requires them to be dependent on weaponry and force? Damn, this pisses me off. I wanna meet with our defence coodinator and ask him what the hell is up?!

Ahhhhhh!!!! I totally screwed up! I thought my macroeconomics test was on monday, but nooo it was today :( so needless to say, i think i didn't do so hot.

I always wonder what ex-presidents do...do they ever get real jobs again? do they go back do the chain and become senators? do they let their wifes bring home the bacon - apparently.

The Matrix revolutionalized Keanue Reeves...I actually want to see that sweet nvember movie. I used to think he was gay when i was 12...right after speed came out. Ahhh memories. That was a damn good movie though.

Beer even looks disgusting...all that foam, and goldy yellow. How can anyone drink that stuff? And why are guys embarrassed to drink stuff like strawberry kiwi special brew? I guess guys prove their manhood by drinking piss water that makes their breath wreak and unaproachable.

Aww..another Keanue Reeves movie plug...he actually looks hot when he laughs :o)

Spring break is coming up soon! Uh oh, that means bathing suit time...better do some crunches...I am having a fat day

Amazing Reality Check:

I have very outgoing friend...personable, social, sometimes wild

I am none of those things...nervous, tentative, irraproachable

I like these people because they make up for the lack in my personality? Or am I just merely leaching off of their abilities?

I hope everyone out there had a wonderful Valentines Day, and if you didn't share the holiday with someone special, I hope that you got some cute, sweet cards out of it. Marty and I had a lovely evening at Xandos coffe house, which is the coolest place to hang out. Check it out if you are ever in the Baltimore area: It's on Charles Street and 31st up in Hopkins Square. It's worth the drive to just chill with your friends for a few hours over a cup of coffee and smores. Hey, there are always Hopkins (pre-med) guys in there, so girls...look your best Hehe. I got the sweetest gift though...a beautiful gold heart shaped locket. I just need to find pictures small enough to put in it. Dad took me out to dinner tonight at Rocky Run (right behind Xandos...can you tell I like the area?) and I brought home cheesecake shooters for Lynds and I. It's cheesecake in a shot glass :) Yummy! I made a copy of Nelly Fortado's CD for Whitney, and for those of you who have never heard of her before you HAVE to check her out. I love her songs! Well, actually, I hated them at first, and now I cant stop listening to her. She is preforming at the 9:30 club in Washington DC April 2nd I think, but it's a Monday :( I still wanna go though. I only got three hours of sleep last night and so I slept the afternoon away today...I am not going to be able to sleep tonight at all.

Happy Valentines Day!

A cool instant message from my dad...he said some sweet stuff today:

copperhead s56: ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Sing like no one is listening.
Dance like nobody is watching.
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copperhead s56: you can send that to marty but leave out the 3rd line

later on...
copperhead s56: what should I get your mom for tomorrow?
Fool2believe: umm you havent gotten her anything yet?
Fool2believe: bad daddy
copperhead s56: ok I have it
copperhead s56: I think i'll get mom a visit from her daughter

later on...
Fool2believe: wish me luck on my papers
Fool2believe: its the only way out of this hole i have dug myself
copperhead s56: your not in a hole just a indent in the road of life

Coldplay rocks!

I have so many thoughts running through my head today that I thought it was more important to get them out of my head before they dissapear forever than to sit in Bio learning more about Pasteur. Ok...in History today we were talking about the 30yrs war and how the French territories Loreign and Asaills (i think that is how you spell them) were stolen back and forth from Germany several times throughout history including in the present times such as WW1 and WW2 and recently there has been some tension mounting. Well, I thought this was very interesting because of the noticable connection it has to the Gaza Strip and West Bank today. I just can't get it out of my head. "Old Worlders" have a deep sence of history that I as an American cannot understand. I do not see how there can still be tension and wars over land taken hundreds, perhaps even thousands, of years ago. If there was only some way to understand it better. Then the subject of the Vietnam War was brought up and how it took 4 years to even decide on what shape of table they would sit at to discuss peace options, and who would sit where. After hearing all of this unbelievable events I am thoroughly shocked at the stupidity of the common man. The important thing is that people are being slaughtered, murdered, killed, captured...etc. over land confiscations that happened before their grandparents can even remember. That to me is absolutely rediculous. Can our society not learn from our mistakes, and can we not see the obvious patterns that take place in History? Sometimes I believe that I would be the best President (and of course the female factor doesn't help, but..) because I am level headed and have good common sence about solving some of these problems. What are parents instilling in their children that make them want to continue a war that has nothing to do with their time? There should be some sort of universal educational campiagn for children to learn about the effects of history, and how it affects present times. My generation sees the obserdities in these wars, but I wonder whether that notion is only carried out in America. And further more I wonder how such a trans-continental globe with so much travel can still be separated by ideas. You would think that children growing up in China would come up with the same conclusions as I have, but I wonder sometimes that they don't. Land and greed problems are still present in todays society even after all of the advanced education and evidence that it can lead to nothing but destruction of some kind. I am in horror to think of what will become of the world if this is not stopped now. How can we educate the children of the world that the present is the present and that we need to leard from patterns that take place in history. Land and politics is not as big of an issue as human rights, but yet it still superceeds it. Has the huma population lost it's humanity? What is a life worth? Is starting a new world war over land issues hundreds of years old worth the trouble? I think not, do you? We talk and preach about the subject of peace, but do our actions reflect it. I wish everyone could see my point ofview, even if it were just for a second, I believe that it would be worthwhile. Teach your children that peace and humanity is more important and divine that any government or land. If Germany is now feeling sepatated from the rest of Europe and it is true that there are fringe signs of the hate of others, I do think that there will be another war in Europe. The question is just when. Now all we can do is keep troop and our influences in these areas and hope that we can postpone another was for as long as can be helped. I believe that there is always another solution to a problem than war. Violence never seems to solve anything permanently. There are always feelings of resentment left over.
I seem to be so intereted in politics, and pretty good at it to tell you the truth...so why am I not majoring in it?

Damn internet connection is all slow, and AIM isn't working for me :( I hate computers sometimes. I am getting stuff done today YEA!!! And not procrastinating or slacking off. This is new territory for me. I am a little sad however because Joe and Marty are apparently "too busy" to update their blogs, so I have a lack of gossip this week. How sad. So random bloggers look out, because here I come to check you out.

I am so stressed out right now! I mean majorly freaking. I have way too much to do, and not nearly enough time to do it in, but instead of getting it all started now, I'll wait until I finish my blog, which has seemed to start taking priorities sadly enough.
Marty went out to see Dude Where's My Car last night, and I got to stay home and work on History, and then Computers. Sigh, how boring. I really miss him a lot, and I jsut saw him too. I can't wait until Wednesday night when he comes over. Yeah, Wed is only 2 days away!
Ok off I go to fiddle around some more before Macro. Wish me patience with my day ~ and pray for me...I need it today.

Valentine's Day is coming up and cupid is drawing his arrow ready to pierce some unsuspecting two right in the ass with love.
Marty spent the night, which was very nice, but now I have to sleep without him, and that is lonely. I like to have someone to cuddle up to in the middle of the night. It is just such a great feeling.

Alright, I am going to go take a shit now. Lol. Nice mental picture huh. Adios

I think I have the flu. I have the chills, maybe a fever, a sore throat, and my tummy is rumbling :(

Last night was so much fun...and there was no alcohol. Isn't that strange. The girls went to Xando's coffe house and we decided to walk back after stopping by the BMA and taking a hundred pictures climbing on statues and all sorts of funny stuff. When we got back the bars had let out and there was the ever amusing drunk stumbling college freshman all over the palce. There was a few problems with Lynds last night, but we got them all straightened out and bonded a little bit.

I have been excercising a lot lately! Just wating for the pounds to start coming off a little now. All i want it to lose 10 pounds and be stronger. That isnt too much to ask for. I work out at least 3 times a week and am constantly watching what i eat. Hmmm i winder why i haven't seen any results yet. Time to get in the shower for the valentines day dance tonight. Have a great night everyone.

Cowboy take me away...
My bestbuddies group went to the aquarium today and guess who Anne's cousin is...Gary and Brian Holmes. How cowinquey dink is that. Well anyways, I got some cute pictures of the rainforest and the bubble tubes. I want a bubble tube in my room hehe. I am so exausted now. Anne wears me out sometimes, but I found out something sad tonight. Her brother jsut got suspended from school, and is most likely being sent to Hopkins (he is mentally disabled like Anne is). I just hope that their Mom is coping well.

My spanish teacher Ana Gomez Perez makes me want to cry. I hate that class so much! I can never get anything right Ahhhhhhhh!!!! Well I have so much homework to do this weekend that there is no way I am going out. Wish me luck on getting everything done, and hopefully I won't have a mental breakdown.

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Today SUCKED! I was so prepared for my Understanding Lit test and walked in very confident, and then knew all of the essay test questions so i thought that it would be an easy A. Well, of course I have to fuck up somewhere and lucky me it was not because I wasn't familar with the material, but becasue I totally ran out of time. There is no clock in the room, and the only time notice he gave us was when we had 2 min left to finish. That is a little fucked up if you ask me. So I only barely answered the last two essay questions and I already have a C in the class. I am about to cry over this I am so frustrated right now. I just went from the deans list last semester to barely passing my classes now. Damn, I hate this world! It feels as if everything is after me to shove me face first in the mud. What am I going to tell my parents? Oh my God. They are going to kill me! What am I going to do? I guess just somehow manage to fit more hours into the day to study, like I don't study enough already. I have a 7 page paper to type for western civ and I don't even understand the essay question. I have a project for computers to so still, and always have spanish homework to do :( I am seriously stressing right now.

I feel kinda bad. Fairyfly soemthing IMed me this morning as I was running out the door to class and I had totally forgotton who it was, and they were on my buddy list too. So I sat all through computers trying to figure out who it was, and all I remembered was that Marty knew her too. Now I remember that it was kristie. So I feel bad for not remembering who it was and not being able to talk. Anyways, computers is flying ahead and I haven't even started my project or opened the book for the chapters yet. Uh oh, I am screwed big time. So that is what I will be working on tonight, as well as laundry and studying for Literature. I just hope I can get it all done in time for Marty coming over tonight. I really miss him. That is another thing I feel bad about...This Saterday is the Valentines Day dance and I know that Marty will go with me but Gravity's Daughter and Brickfoot are playing at Recher Theater in Towson that night, and he really wants to go. Oh what should I do? I would have fun either way. Ahhhh to many decisions..I am going crazy!

For those of you who have no idea what St. Ambrose is I'll explain: It's a comunity outreach center thast has afterschool programs along with tons of other stuff, and once a week some of the kids come to get swim lessons from us. They are so adorable and all have their own little habbits and personalities. They are improving so much too. I can't wait to see how well they can swim at the end of this semester.
Dharma and Greg comes on tonight...the big episode. Ooooh aren't you excited ;o) Thursday night Dave Hill is playing at the 13th floor, and I want to go so badly. I just don't think I have anyone to go with.

My hunny baby is a sicky today :( He better be eating some chicken noodle soup or something to get better! I am in such a wierd mood today. I am in a major slump, and nothing seems to be going right. I ended up getting a C on my Lit paper which totally sucks ass. I have a test thursday, so I hope that I will be able to bring it up a little. I really don't liek Father Nash, because he is too sarcastic and rude sometimes. And I hate raising my hand knowing that if I am wrong he is going to shoot me down hard. I'll learn to deal though and get on with things. The problem is that he is the director for the Tailand study abroad program I will eventually be going on, so that means I am stuck with him for another semester at least. I have St. Ambrose swim classes tonight to teach and I want to work out afterwards. Then I have some catching up to do in computers and spanish yet tonight. But of course I can't start that now...Oprah's coming on, and I can't miss my show. LOL I am too wierd! The girls are going out to the movies tonight to see Save the Last Dance, but I dont have enough money to join them :( I am feeling really left out about that too.

Hey y'all.Mom and Dad would be so proud of me. I finished all of my homework by 7 tonight and started getting ahead on a little bit of spanish! So with my night free of work I went down to Xando's smore and coffee house with Taslim and Sarah. Guess who was there...Ahmid...surprise surprise. I swear he wants more than a friendship thing going on with Taslim. So anyways after many hilarious conversations about sex, guys, and all that girl talk, I managed to read about 2 and a half pages of my book. Hmm, a big accomplishment for being there and hour and a half. And our waiter was a total fuck up. Sarah and I both ordered hot chocolates, and what does he do...bring us coffee with whipped cream on top. And then he has the audacity to charge us for the crazy ass expensive coffee things. And he kept on fucking up from that point on. Oh well, the brainless people in the world have to work somewhere.

I really want to do some Outdoor Adventure stuff, but grrrr...have no one to go with me. And I am one of those people who are terrified of doing something where they don't know a single person. I'll see if Libby wants to go with me. Rock climbing for a weekend and only costing $10. Come on, you can't refuse that.

Long weekend, long morning. So, to get back to all that happened.... We all saw Jeffy in the hospital, with him being all sick. I hope he enjoyed all of our company, because I know that we kept him from sleeping. He's recooporating at home now, and hopefully he will back to his normal self soon enough. I took a picture of the wipe erase board that everyone wrote on (it's ust a matter of getting it developed before christmas). Jeff you should be proud...when I told the girls at school what happened, the replied, "oh, the cute one who sings really good?" Lol, Jeff, your always the ladies man.

Last night Marty, and I totally rearranged the room. It looks really cool now! I jsut have to move some pictures and calenders, and that organizational process still needs to take place. So, needless to say, I got to bed really late ( 3am ish) and couldn't find my alarm clock. It is one of those comact ones that fits into the palm of your hand and I always leave it under my pillow. Unfortunatly in the midst of moving everything I lost it. So I experimented with my stereo alarm and as far as I know it went off okay. But I didn't hear it. The music must have just incorporated in to my dreams or something because I woke up at 7:40 to it and I had class at 8. So I frantically threw on warmups and a sweatshirt, put on a headband, grabed my books and ran out the door. The on my way down the stairs, I realized that it was raining (it was sopposed to be snow grrrrr....) and I had to run all the way back up to grab my coat and hood, and by that time Lina was standing at my door waiting for me. So I was wearing my jacket with my unzippered hood in my hands trying to put it together w/out being able to see it, which doesn't sound all that hard, but believe it or not, is an extreamly hard task to accomplish. So I gave up on the hood and just soaked myself on the long hike to my classroom (which is the farthest away building...perfect for those late mornings). Luckily Lina and I were not late, and didn't even miss the morning prayer.

Such a stressful day, and now I am sitting here shivering and wet, to tired to get up and turn on the heater. Brrrr...I guess I should go do that now.

Bad news, Jeff is in the hospital due to a collapsed lung. I feel horrible, and I hope that he is doing okay. Apparently he might be able to leave today, but we'll see. I am goign to meet Marty and go up and see him soon.
Man, this day just sucks ass.

--Don't you just love getting messages on IM when you get home! I certainly do....

Muscl27353: Hey sweetheart! Its 12:25 a.m. and I just got home...I love you and hope you had a good time! I'm going to bed...good night and I love you!

Auto response from Fool2believe: getting ready to go to frats tonight at hopkins, leave a message for my drunk ass to come home to! Hugs and kisses!

Muscl27353: YOU BETTER NOT BE DRUNK!

--& here's an interesting one:

Joe2 5 RS: Guess what? I have no life and I'm sitting at home on a Friday night surfing the internet....

--Oh poor Joe. You should have gotten off your lazy ass and given me a call!
Well, all in all I had a decent night. The frat was bad at first but got better as the night went on. It was just so unbelievably hot in there that I was sweating all over, and could barely breath at some points. -- Of course this didn't stop me from dancing any. Meg, Meghan, and I left at 1:15ish to come back here for midnight breakfast. There is nothing I like more than free food after a night out on the town. Lynds was trashed and was so annoying that I wanted to kill her. I don't want to embarrass her or make her angry if she reads this, but I have to say, it was a pretty sad sight. At one point she was dancing with a decent looking guy, but he spent most of the time trying to hold her up and trying to get away from her :( Oh, how sad. I on the other hand did not have one alcoholic drink and didn't even dance with any guys -- See Marty, you can trust me. Sarah "accidently" hooked up with one of her friends she brought with her. Well, it wasn't really a hook up, just a kiss and then she put an end to it. I feel bad for her because her man is treating her like crap now, but that is still no excuse to kiss another guy. Hmmm, not my place to say anything or play mom about it though.

Loyola is getting so clicky that it is starting to really get on my nerves. I get all sorts of uncomfortable when I am not in the "group"

After much indecisiveness, I have decided to go out with the girls after all. Off to Hopkins we go for frats. I did my hair pretty funky and put lots of little tiny braids all over the place and didn't tie off the ends so they spread in. It looks pretty cool. I am wearing my roller derby Abercrombie tank AGAIN. It is like my favorite tank in the world right now. I have been working out at least three days a week now, and not seeing much improvement. So I guess I'll start going more and doing more crunches at night. Okay, I got to go curls Meg's hair. You will recieve an amusing update later on. Have a great night, and don't forget the condoms. Peace

No hot water in the showers all morning long...that was enjoyable. And then I started going to comuters in my slippers (I only got as far as my door luckily). I wish I could wear my slippers all day long because they are just so comfy, and fuzzy. So much for excersing last night..this morning I ruined it by having a sausage egg and cheese bagel. A girl has got to eat though, and I think it is horrible to eat salads all day long (like every other skinny as a stick, anorexic, sickly looking girl here). I am proud of myself for actually getting dressed for my 8am class this morning. It has been a long while since I bothered to wear something other than sweats to classes. I have to say that I had an enjoyable time with taslim yesterday just hanging out together, but towards the end of the night, erinn came in and then I was the odd one out once again. Am I invisible? I am really starting to think that I am sometimes. Okay I have got to either get a little studying done or take a 15 min power nap before my 9am class. Peace out, and sweet dreams to all you lucky people out there that are still sleeping like a baby.

The news is so sad. There was a woman on there who's husband was shot by an unknown suspect for unkown reasons. And in addition to that, he did not know that she was pregnant yet, but since she has had a miscarriage. How sad is that. I feel so sorry for this woman. *sigh* this wold is sick.
I ran for 45 min on the eliptical machine at the gym tonight and burned off 540 calories and went 5 miles. That is some cool shit! Then I lifted weights and I ran into Greg. I haven't talked to him since last semester, which is wierd cause we used to hang out. Oh well, the vikings (my canoe group -- lol, like the name?) are meeting teusday to pick out a date to hang out. I just hope it doesn't conflict with the St. Ambrose swimming program. That'll be cool to hang out with everyone again.
Marty got a letter back from a band that is interested in having him play rythem guitar. I hope everything works out good for him because that would be really fun. Good luck hunny bunny!

I just wanna thank everyone who has come to visit this site...up to 370 visitors in two months! Yahoo! Thanks y'all

Aww, poor little blogger isn't working right today :( I am getting a bigger hard drive this weekend! I think that I am completely out of space, because I can't even download Napster anymore. It is gonna suck having to pay for Napster soon. And pitifully enough, I will fork out the dough for it. Today was my first wetern civ quiz, and after all of the freaking reading I did, and all of the studying, the quiz was only one essay question that I was confused on. Damn it, what a start huh. Well, at least 3/4 of the class flunked it too so maybe he'll not include it in the final grade. Crossing my fingers. I am so pissed off because I know all about cogs, lanteens, carvels, de gamas, dias, ptolemy, and so much more. Damn Mexico and it's trading routes. I am just incredibly bad at geography and need a map in front of me to understand anything. *sigh* I went to the language lab this afternoon also. It's not that bad in there. I actually get some work done, and although the spanish tapes spek so fast that I can't understand, I actually learn stuff in there. For the first time I understood a whole passage in spanish! I am so proud of myself! Hey, it's only my 5th time taking a spanish class (and I'm still in level 2) grrrrr....am I stupid or something? I have a test tomorrow for the whole chapter, and I have a lot of work to do for it. Estudiando mucho para mi examen a la manana. No se un vocabulario y gramatica futuras. Es muy excellante en objectivos inderectos. Wish me luck!

I think my Bio professor wears the same clothes every teusday and thursday when I have class. Unfortunately this is not a joke. Teusday, one pant leg was folded up and the other was down, and today...the same thing. Either he never washes his clothes or he is trying to start a new trend.