Between the moon and a chevy

It is a BEAUTIFUL day outside! This morning I woke up for my 8am class on time, but since I have nearly a 100% in the class and you are allowed to miss 6 classes without penalty, I decided to stay in bed. But I didn't even go to sleep, I just layed there and cleared my mind in the warmness of my bed. Then I got my ass up for Macro, and got there early and the class was cancled! Lucky me huh. So now I just have Spanish at 12 and my day is over. I love my bed - it's one of thse beds that you just never want to get out of.
I have two rolls of film to get developed and I hardly remember what is on them. That'll be an interesting surprise.
I miss Marty :( And I don't think I'll get to see him tonight because he will have band practice. Thursday night Dave Hill is coming to Palomas with his band Fidel. I want to go see, but Marty is playing at 8x10 that night too. Hmmm, what to do?

I saw the exact room I will be in next year: 904 Guilford. And I have the room with the walk in closet!! So I am soooo siked about moving in there! And the guys who live there now were really nice when we went up to bug the hell out of them tonight and look through all of their stuff. I have a lot of stuff to do tomorrow...but I probaly wont end up doing any of it. What am I going to do for a job this summer? What am I going to do for next school year? I think I am screwed for campus jobs because they are all reserved for work study kids. Damn, I am gonna end up driving the freaking shuttle bus or something.
New invention: the water butt! Water bras aren't enough anymore...for the girl who has no ass, they need a water butt. Ghetto booty is the thing! Lol - that sparked off of a really strange talk with sarah.
Marty's parents were sopposed to be going to Ocean City Thurs through Sunday, but who knows if they are going because my mom #2 is sick and doesnt know if she will feel better :( So Marty suggested that we take the honeymoon sweet they got if they cant get a full refund hehe that would be fun. Shame it wont happen though.
Okay, its getting late, and I have to make it through those 8am classes, so off to bed I go to dream sweet dreams of Marty and Me together FOREVER! MWAH

I don't even want to know what I got on the two tests i took today :( It was horrible! I am so stressed right now and just want to crawl into a hole all curled up and sleep for days.
Whitney came over this weekend to spent some siblings quality time with me which wasnt all that bad, but she gets into her moods sometimes. Hmm, I guess she is like me. She just didnt seem to want to do anything, and that was really frustrating.
I totally recomend going to see the Mexican...great, great, funny, movie. - Great intelectual review huh

Today has been great! I passed the math test that I needed to get into Calculus with, well, is that really good?! lol So I have been working on my schedule and this is what I think I am going to take:
Management Information Systems
Business Statistics
Financial Accounting 101
Foundations of Philosophy
Spanish 3
Calculus for Business Applications
Well, it's not like I have a choice in taking these classes because they are all required, but it'll be interesting, especially philosophy. I also went and saw some of the apartments on the other side of campus this evening and I am really excited to move in there next year. If things work out with getting into Grady house, I will be in Gardens D (which means I'll be a gardens d-va, lol) The place has a huge living area, 2 bathrooms, a big kitchen, and three bedrooms. The bathrooms are realy crummy looking, but I think I can work with it, and Marty will help me clean it up really good. I can't wait to decorate next year and worry about witchen stuff, and cook my own dinners, and do all of the having your own apartment stuff. I hope the girls like my off the wall sense of decorating though cause my ideas are really hippish, but artistic. I think I am even going to work on paintings on large canvases that I can hang up all over the place. And put up those silk wall hangings. Bring wooden doorway beads for the bedrooms and the kitchen entrance. White chritmas lights on the ceilings. Oh, I can't wait! It's gonna be the party place! And in Gardens most of the students that live there are older therefore we won't be stopped with alcohol problems as much.

Get this crazy stuff...Whitney (my sis) emails me today about something about a shooting a bel air high school where she goes. On the news that evening I found out most of the details: Some guy in Arizona was in a chat room with a student who goes to bel air who said he wanted to hurt some people and take a gun to school. So the AZ guy called the FBI who contacted Bel Air police and by 7am this morning, but the principal still had the kids come to school instead of sending them home or to the middle school. So all day long kids were in lines a half and hour long calling their parents at pay phones to get picked up to go home. Whitney was crying she was so scared and ended up going to my mom's classroon at the elementry school. I felt so bad when she told me she whished I had been there with her to help her. I couldn't believe that she had stayed there to begin with. I told her next time something awful should happen like that to the point where she felt unsafe, she should just walk out and leave. I cant believe some thing like that happened, and the stupid ass principal kept the kids in school.
Joey is gonna be here soon to pick me up to see Marty's band, so I am off... "One"

YEA! I am sooooo happy! I got out of the roomie crisis and now am living with Meg, Meagan, and Colleen. I am so glad because i really like hanging out with them and they are laid back but have a lot of fun. And to top it off, we are trying to get into special housing for leadership and community service, which I really wanted to do. Everything is just so great now! I had origonally thought that their room was full, and I think it is really sweet of them to ask me in. Apparently I am not as bad of a person as Lynds and Tas led me to believe I was. Grr.. oh, well, don't have to deal with them anymore! Wow, I am just so siked. I was in the shower when Meg came in and asked me to cme in her room as soon as I was finished. And in the shower I was just thinking and hoping that that was what they were gonna ask me. So anyways, I am just siked! I couldn't get any higher right now. Things are gonna be just great!

Marty asked me last night what would happen if he were to become a rock star...lol...he is just the cutest thing in the world!

The girls still haven't let me know what is going on with next year yet. Grrrrr....this is driving me crazy. I don't think I want to live with them anyways. Lydsey and Taslim can be so inconsiderate sometimes. And they constantly talk behind one anothers back, most likely about me. That really annoys me.

My history class was cancled today! And the hot guy who sits behind me was talking to me on the way out...yahoo! LOL

My life would make a great weekly tv show on the wb or something. Lol, I can't concentrate on anything right now.

There is some badness going on round here. I guess we'll haveto see what becomes of it, but as of right now, it lokks like my roomate will no longer be Sarah, but Katie. It just pisses me off that if I was such a big problem that it couldnt be brought to me sooner. I don't think I am all as bad as they are making me out to be, and so why put up with it. Why would I want friends that make me feel so horrible? Lyndsey, my roomie, and I really got into it last night because apparently she feels she cant talk to me and doesn't know whether she wants to live with me. Well, for starters, she just wont talk to me, after all I do is ramble to the girl...she doesn't want to talk to me, and that is not my fault. Secondly the other problems she has with me are because I have a boyfriend, and I understand it must be hard for her, but he has made every effort to be friends with the girl, only to be ignored and snubbed off...no wonder he hates coming down here. And thirdly, last week Sarah wanted to be my roomate, and I was under the assumption that she thought I was a pretty cool person along with MaiMai. Now if it is only Lyndsey who has the problem, why is it being taken out on me? And if all that they say I am is true...why didn't they tell me earlier and spare me of this extreame humiliation and awkwardness. They had NO right to do that. I am shy and I realize that, but if you can't be friends with a person because of that, you are just to stuck on yourself to begin with, and I don't wanna be there. And who in their right mind likes to take care of sloppy drunks when they came home? I know I don't! If they really are sick and need help, sure I will be there in a flash, but otherwise, just don't bug me and annoy the shit out of me. I don't like to go out to drink every weekend night. I like more entertaining things than that. Every once in a while, going to the frats are a lot of fun, but it gets old and I don't feel comfortable in bar scenes. Why isn't there anyone on this campus that will take advantage of having Baltimore be so close. I want to go find out whats in the city and find those little cute restaurants that are hidden from normal tourists. Does that sound like a bad idea? I want to go ice skating in the harbor, just so I can say I have been there and done that. I want to go just walk along the water on a nice night, looking at the ships. But in college, the only things anyone wants to do is get trashed at Rootie Kazooies. Why?

Ckeck out Acme Heart Maker

Okay, here's the low down...
I started drinking way too early today, thanks to Jon and Tony for bringing it down for me, and by dinner time was plastered. I could barely see straight by 7 when we went to Boulder to get some grub. We came back for a little while longer and I layed down on my bed for like a second to wait for Marty to call before I totally passed out for like a good 30 min. Lol, and I woke up relatively sober thank god. So by the time we hit Fells Point, I was sobered up and feeling really cold...the wind was too strong tonight. We walked around for a long time just looking for places to get into, and eventually ended up in 723...21 and over night too ;) Well Taslim and Lyndsey really started to piss me off just because of they way they are. They like to dance were it isn't crowded, which is perfectly understandable, but I like to be in the middle of things, and not under dark staircases dancing pretty much by ourselves. Then they were up eachothers ass so much that I felt completly ignored from then on. We got out of there and went to get some pizza where I met up with Marty and a couple of the guys. Marty was drunk, but not badly, and hehe, shaved his gotee (sp?) way to short lol, but it'll grow back. So I just wanted to go back really because I was feeling ignored and didn't want to drink any more. So we hailed down a cab (lynds tas and I ) and hopped in. But as soon as we got to the middle of fells on our way out, they started saying how much they wanted to stay longer and blah blah blah...so I just told them to get out and I would just ride back by myself. And of course I was just trying to be nice and considerate...I wasn't really going to take that expensive ride back by myself. Especially with those crazy ass cab drivers that are out there. The sad thing was that they actually considered leaving me by myself and were about to get out of the car, when I have no idea why they didn't. I guess my absolute silence and attitude on the subject gave them a hint that they shouldn't, but to tell you the truth I don't think that they cared one bit about me. So the rest of the cab ride was hell and I barely said one syllable the whole time because they totally ignored me and excluded me from the conversation. And it was a conversation that you just cant butt into because it's all inside jokes and "remember this" stuff dealy exclusively with them being up eachothers ass! They just really piss me off! And they wonder why I never go anywhere with them. Why would you ask someone to go out with you and then totally ignore them? GGRrrrrrrrrrrr.......
Lol, I had a big clover taped to my ass and tummy that said Kiss Me I think I'm Irish

Friday night was really cool for the most part. Marty's band ROCKED, and I was so incredibly proud of my hubby! He did sooo good! There was a really big turnout and a lot of friends turned out to support him, which is just really sweet, cause that meant a lot to him I know. Afterwards, the guys and I rolled down to IHOP in cockeysville where we laughed our asses off, and then headed over to Matt's apartment. Of course due to major girl problems, which I won't elaborate on, I just wanted to go home and put on my pj's. But everything turned out alright and I feel bad for being a bitch towards Marty, but I think he understands. Well, I hope he does.
My knees are absolutly killing me, and I just want to lay down...so gnight...it's a early weekend night for me!

HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY

i need to make a good luck card for marty

Classes are going great! I am the only freshman in my bio class and the rest are mostly seniors, and I got the highest grade in the class I think. I ended up with a 101 on the midterm!
I am going to pick up an application for OAE (outdoor adventure experience) club, but the problem will be breaking the news to Marty. The club is a HUGE time commitment and I would be gone just about every weekend on training trips to go rock climbing, cayaking, canoeing, hiking, and tons more stuff. In addition to that, there are probaly two tmes during the week that I need to go to meeting or work. I don't think it'll affect our relationship at all because next year I will have a car and be able to see him during the week. I hope he will understand because this is something I really want to do.
Speaking of Marty Tonight, his band is playing at Cafe Tattoo, on Rt 1 and Marty is going to be playing a few songs with them and singing some back up harmony. GOOD LUCK! He is so nervous and cute! I hope a lot of his friends turn out to support him! I know he'll do great!

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I have an interesting question regarding my ejaculation. The issue here is that I can ejaculate over two and a half feet, routinely. Not only that, but the amount of come that I produce is quite large: six or seven "spurts," as it were. From my limited experience watching porn, it seems like I have an ability many do not possess. What is your take on this, based on your knowledge? And what can I do with this talent? Is there anyone out there interested in my abilities? Feel free to put people in touch with me. Thanks for your help, Dan!
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But meeting you, it just totally opened up my legs. And I know I opened up yours, too.

I have had a good day except for the fact that I am all crampy .... I hate being a girl sometimes ... but at least I know I am not pregnant hehe. I worked out last night like superwoman and burned 500 calories GO ME!! Lol I need to go to the gym again tonight.

Okay i am really pissed off now. Marty is still mad at me over last night, which seemed kind of insignificant to me. So apparently I am inconsiderate and everything has to be about me. Well, of course I like things to go my way, but that doesnt mean that they always do. I just spent all night not doing my homework, but instead going to Baltimore to support Marty in his new band interest and try and become better friends with them, but because i suggested a different way of getting home...who knows anymore. Last night was just a mess. I felt like I was the butt of the jokes all night and everything just sucked.
So he apologized to me after 30minutes of yelling and fighting.
I apologized too, and hopefully he can work on his temper a bit.

I am so stressed out now, and my grandmother, jim, and sister are going to be here any minute to pick me up for the art gallery and then dinner. So I am gonna wash the tears off of my face and get ready to go.

I still feel horrible about the fight we got into. I just want to crawl into bed right now.

Yesterday was my two and a half year anniversary with Marty. That is really impressive! And I still love the guy with all of my heart - even though he recieves IM's from past gf's and lies about it - but that is forgiven as long as it doesnt happen again. I miss his sweet kisses and can't wait to see him tonight. I treated him really bad this weeknd and need to work on that, but I guess girls are girls and I am always going to be Ms. Emotional.
I might be going to Paloma's tonight is everything works out homework wise, and will get to see gentle maggie as well as a lot of other bands.
I am really jealous of some of the places the girls went to for spring break. Erinn got to go to St. Lucia (and she brought me back a really cool hand purse), Lina went to Cancun. I can't wait to get a passport. I know it sounds stupid, but I want a passport just so I can have it - just in case. All I have ever wanted to do was travel around the world and get my passport stamped at every place. I have really been thinking lately about going to London for grad school and my first job. The problem is that if Marty is still with his band, I know that there is no hope of him coming with me. I hate compromising. I have just centered my life around what I want to do and have not given a thought as to wether Marty would ever come with me. So now I am in a tight spot and have no idea where I am going to be in 3 years...and cant stand that! I have this constant need to plan things out for the rest of my life and know exactly how things are going to be, but know I dont know and I think I am going crazy. I dont even know what I want to do for a job any more. So much for having a planned out life, but I guess when it comes down to it, you cant really plan it out at all. Things change all too easily and who knows what is going to happen.

Bacon, egg, and cheese crossaints are REALLY good! I get them every monday, wednesday, fridays after computer class.

We always have project to do for computers and the last one was on excel. Well, Libby did hers on someone elses computer and something went wrong and the final copy looked as if she had cheated and copied her friends. So, I think there is no way for her to get credit for it now, and I feel really bad for her. I think she was almost about to cry because our teacher actually thinks that she cheated. What can you do in those situations?

Okay, so the blog entries have been lacking but spring break in florida can be distracting.
More updates on the trip another day...too much to type, and a lack of finger coordination.

Word of the day: Vagina-astic (pronounced like "fantastic") - Mark (who just broke up with Nicole :( after maybe 2 years i think)

Sad note: Jeff is in the hospital again and was not doing to good when we stopped by tonight. He was in a lot of pain from the antibiotics and the pain meds were not helping as much as he probaly would like them too. More updates on that later also...when the news isn't so saddening.

Taliban is now destroying statues. If woman ran the world, nothing like this would ever happen.

From the movie Fight Club - now this is some good shit:

"This is your life,
Good to the last drop.
It doesn't get any better than this.
This is your life,
And it's ending one minute at a time.

This isn't a seminar,
This isn't a weekend retreat.
Where you are now, you can’t even imagine what the bottom will be like.
Only after disaster can you be resurrected.
It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything.
Nothing is static,
Everything is evolving,
Everything is falling apart.

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.
You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
We are all a part of the same compost heap.
We are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.
You are not your bank account.
You are not the clothes you wear.
You are not the contents on your wallet.
You are not your bowel cancer.
You are not your grande latte.
You are not the car you drive.
You are not your fucking khakis.

You have to give up.
You have to give up.
You have to realize that someday you will die.
Until you know that, you are useless.
I say, let me never be complete.
I say, may I never be content.
I say, deliver me from Swedish furniture.
I say, deliver me from clever art.
I say, deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth.
I say, evolve…
And let the chips fall where they may."