Between the moon and a chevy

Tonight was spa night at the new rec center! I didn't get the massage because the line was too long but I did try the rock climbing wall! I never thought I would do something like that. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, just a little awkward. That would be the ultimate coolest hobby. Could you imagine going up to people and being like --"I can rock climb, what can you do?" Haha. No thats a bit snobby and arrogant :) Believe it or not my arm is actually sore :( I need to exercise more. I used to be exercise queen and was in shape. I think I'll start the whole swimming thing up again. Swimming can be fun...unless your wearing a two piece and the top goes down on you...of course that didn't happen to me tonight...I would never be that stupid to dive in wearing a two piece...well maybe...(thank god no one was around)!

How do the people who get straight A's do it? I can see how studying could help, but there has to be an easier way. I have always gotton by without studying for tests and without doing homework. Hell, I got into Loyola didn't I. But this whole college thing is like a different kind of work. It actually makes you think. I'm going to blame my bad grades on the public education system and how I was inadequately prepared for college work there. Do you think that will work? OK so maybe it isn't the greatest idea I've ever thought of. But I can be intelligent when I choose too. Need examples? My paper on private school vouchers for writing is good as shit. I surprised myself with how it turned out. I have Microeconomics homework to do before my 12 o'clock class tomorrow and the sad thing is that I don't think I'll wake up in time to do it. But thats OK, as long as I don't fall asleep in the class like I'm always tempted to. Damn it, it's freakin 2 in the morning and I'm still wired. I NEED SLEEP! If I tell myself that enough perhaps I can stop doing the stupid stuff and get those dark circles out from under my eyes. Those circles have been lurking uder my eyelids for a while now. They need to go away!

Well, today is my first day at this whole homepage thing. Learning HTML was not exactly as hard as I thought it would be. I'm hoping that I can be more regular with this than the whole diary thing.

Girls are really wierd! Why is it that I always feel the need to write down my feelings and emotions? Guys don't have that problem...do they? And why can't I for the life of me keep a steady journal. I remember packing all my things up for college and finding diaries in my room from middle school. Wow were they embarrassing! I'm almost glad I didn't make it through the entire book because there are just some things you don't want to remember about yourself. (Like the time had had a huge crush on your next door neighbor and your little sister finds out -- Don't pretend I'm the only one who that has happened to) I actually had a rated list in the eighth grade of who I thought were the absolute cutest guys. I laugh so hard at that now, because I know know how they all turned out.

Journals are important to me because I seem to have the worst memory on the face of this planet! :) Entering college is one of the most interesting and event filled times I have gone through so far in my measly 17 years of existence. I want to be able to look at this when I graduate and know how much I have grown up, and how much fun I had doing it.

We'll see how things go